paper hearts and plastic doll

2008-04-27T14:33:00.004+08:00

Its been awhile ive never update.
busy with another blog.
ask me for the link if you want to.

ive made my mind.
the next time i pierce for people.damn gonna charge them.LMAO:D
but jyeah its true.

SEPTUM - $10
LABRET - $5
SNAKE BITES -$5
MONROE - $7
MEDUSA - $7
CHEEK - $10
CROSS SPIDER - $15

not included needle + studs.
the stuff you have to bought it yourself.
my job is to pierce that needle into your fleshh:]]

*sorry guys,ive lost some of your links :/

2008-03-23T13:53:00.002+08:00

it 23 today, the clock strikes 2pm in 7 minutes.
boredd and got nothing to do.
feel like asking my cousin to go out with me.
but im kinda lazy :/
nevermind.i think i call my friend ,ask her out or something.
or just sit at home.rott -_-"

one more week to anugerah band audition.
im nervous schnervous >_<"
haha.oh well got to give my best shot on that day.
all the best to my band :D

2008-03-21T21:46:00.001+08:00

oh FCUK.
today was the worse day ever.
FCUK FCUK FCUK :/

2008-03-04T19:48:00.001+08:00

BOO! its teddy^^v
wee~

i miss updating my bloggy):

its been like a month i didnt update.

its because im busy designing clothes.

oh me and my boyfie opening an online shopping soon.

by selling clothes that we design(:

so when the clothes are ready and everything is ready.

we'll put up in blog,myspace and etc

OKAY? :D

i'll update soon about this clothes thingy

woosshh-

2008-01-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

oh school holidays has ended ):
its the 2nd day of school.
and im freezing inside this stupid fucking lab.
pfttt.
im in 2nd year now :D , rofl.
but honestly, i think 2nd year is the best year of this course.
becauussseee!
i get to design a product design.my fave thing to do.
which is a sports car.
you know those need for speed game.
lololol.
if i were to own that game, i'll guess i'll be sticking at home and not gg out.
but seriously,im addicted to those racing games.
they're uberrr gerek:D
huahuahuahua.

i cant wait for break.
i need to go to the canteen
to buy this CHICKEN CHOP(:
im hungrryyy ):
and maisara still havent arrived sch yet.
grr.she's always late.

gagaga nvm.
i guess i'll just post what i need to say
and log out.

i really need to go to canteen please ):

2008-01-03T12:23:00.000+08:00

haha.LOOK^^v
how cute can my cat be?
chomeel (:

2007-12-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

how chomel can this get?

from the left.

Oye , Alien , Comel :D

haha.

the one in the center, looks RETARDED ^^v

haha.

"ALIEN" he look Funnnehhh

"COMEL" arrogant pussyy

2007-12-03T14:39:00.001+08:00

babyy
we're 6months :D
iloveyou♥

2007-11-25T12:19:00.000+08:00

haha. this caption was on the 24 nov.
which is yesterday.
you gotta to look at my sister face.
RETARDEDDDD:P
haha.

2007-11-16T11:14:00.000+08:00

oh and btw.
does anyone organising a gig this coming DEC? or next year JAN?
if yes,PM me too.
cos im finding slot.

2007-11-16T10:56:00.000+08:00

22 dec gig (:
at redbar

those who is interested in buying tix.
PM me.cos im selling tickets.
$10 per tix
and im performing too.
so do come down and support my band:D

thanks(:

2007-11-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

i bought little pony:D
yayy^^v
i bought for my bby the white one.
arent those pony are cute^^v
here are some the close up pic:D

my little ponys^^v

bby,ily♥

2007-11-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS SO PERFECT NOW.
cos i have you by my side((:

2007-11-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

i dont get you peoples.
why do have to go my friend blog and tag about me?
why dont you dick ,just confront and speak to me?
looks who kental.
you peoples are such a small kids.
dont you dick have something better to do?
come on uh,if you have balls
come up and confront me.
you dick have no balls to confront me do you?
you dick are such a KENTAL.
about me and zack.
i love him so fucking much.
he is the most perfect boyfriend i ever met.
i want to be with him not because i want to be famous.
and wtf should i want to be famous?
i dont even care abt being famous.
im really totally in love with him.
so? you people just jealous arent you?
pftt.
oh and if you dick really damn me,
why do you still took your time to view my myspace and stuff?
haha.
you idiot are such a KENTAL and a LOSER :)

2007-11-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

its 1 november :D
well im in sch nothing much i can do.
suprisingly in maisara blog i saw my name in it.
okay like whats with you shit.
typing stupid comment on maisara blog.
anyway it doesnt bothers you when i tight up my hair right?
so what if i look kental in school?
does it bothers you so much?
do whatever you want, as long as you're happy.
i dont even care what you want to say.
because i dont entertain people like you.

assignments,assignment and assignments.
i've been slacking alot in school.
doing nothing.
sometimes,i really thought im wasting my in school.
i have the intention to quit school but gahh what will i turn up to be when i grow up when i got no educations.
lets just forget abt it.
i have to finish the simplest assignment or else i'll be staying back.
so i blog again whenever im free yaw:D

2007-10-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

There is not a single word

that expresses how I feel

But I know in my heart

that my love for you is real

When i'm feeling blue

you know just what to say

your gentle soothing words

Brighten up my day

your amazing green eyes

your sweet friendly smile

you being in my arms

makes my life woth-while

you are the sun that lightens the day

you are my warmth when I am cold

you are my candle in the light

you are the one I want to hold

You have always been there for me

you've always given me a hand

you can always make me smile

you take time to understand

If I didn't have you in my life

I don't know what I would do

Because you mean so much to me

In my heart I will always love you

2007-10-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

To: nanis

i'll take back my words okay?
sorry for the harsh words that i type out.
because it does really hurt.
and im sorry if i were to be mistaken.
i really am sorry.

2007-10-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

in the cab with mommy and my sister. where are you daddy? gahh

gahh i miss my bby so much.im a retard,having to take a pic of myself wondering of you.lol.

today is hari raya:D

so jyeah. nothing much happen today

since daddy is nt following us.gahhh

pretty much bored at my grandma hse.

i told my mum i wanted to leave early before those annoying 'makciks' come.

haha.this year hari raya,nt that overwhelming actually.

well im nt in mood to type somemore.

i'll blog again whenever i free;D

so to all my friends,readers and my bby^^v

selamat hari raya,maaf zahir dan batin.kalau ader terkasar bahase harap dimaafkn yer:D

2007-10-10T19:19:00.000+08:00

trlalala.
its been a few weeks i guess i never update my blog.rofl
sorry:/
well here's what i do a few days ago.

MONDAY-
i suppose to go to work.
gagaga.but i didnt.
after follow my mum and stuff.
i went to queensway,go buy my piercing needles and some studs^^v.
reach home.
im off to pierce my lips.snakebites dok^^v
wooo.
haha.
and done with my piercing.rofl.
ohoh my left of my lips.
awesomely pain.
because maybe i didnt pierce properly i guess.
heck care abt it.
soon it heal.
then back to queensway,accompany azlinda go buy piercing needle again :/
alter her jeans.
eat macdonalds.
went home.
wait for my bby to call me.
then i go online andd off to sleep(:

TUESDAY-
I meet my bby^^v
at city hall.
gagag.i miss him so much.
eventhough i met him.
but still i miss him every sec of it.
rofl.im a retard.
haha.
and dick.im off to police stat again.
i got a warning letter for them. so jyeah.
i dont think i want to step bck again at police stat.
i dont even wish to.
as usual,wait for my bby to call.
go online.
and off to sleep.

well for TODAY
i meet my bby again at outram this time.
wait for him while he went to police stat.
and then off to vivo meet maisara bby.
BBY BBY! maisara,im really really sorry for being late.
gagagah.sorryyy.
haha.gagahh sorryy bby ^^v
then my bf went home.
i and maisara off to sentosa.
go slack.haha.
well for awhile only(:
and i get large PURE CHOC^^v
yumm yumm bby,your purechoc really turns me on.
haha.
sedap larh-
haha.
then i went home.
here im typing what has happen past few days.
awhile more,im off to queensway buy my lip rings.
then go vivo again.pftt.
accompany my mum shopping.haha.
tralalala okay readers.
i think i blog again when im free(:

ohh to
-zack:ily ily ily♥ you're my bby and i'll treasure you forever bby^^v
-sarah : imy bby.alot^^v meet me soon okay! hehe
-maisara:ily bby! your pure choc turn me on^^v
-momok: imy so much too.lets have fun bby^^v
-shahira:meet me soon.and imyt hun^^v

( i miss you guys so much! meet me soon bby^^v)

-Andriana/Rina/Srii : my gfs
( you 3 must meet me soon okay.its been a LONG time never hang out with you guys.imy♥)

BYEEE readers^^v

2007-10-01T14:09:00.000+08:00

okay sorry if i were not to update my blog for the last past few days?

well yesterday i went to work.
with maisara. it was a hectic place.
ohoh especially! alot of bangla .
haha. each and everyone of them bought espresso and some ice latte.
the work is pretty fun and tired.
fun, because i keep making pure chocolate for myself.haha.
tired, because alot of customers and manager wasnt at store. go for a smoke?
and and maisara say my pure chocolate was niceee ^^v
haha. during closing.
clean all the mess up and stuff.
make myself another pure chocolate.ahha.
i think im sick. keep drinking pure choc whenever theres no customers.
haha.
then after that , a few of the staff came bck to store to check the stock.
count money and so on.
it was a massive tiring day ever.
but we end earlier(:

reach home around 11.10pm.
went for a shower.
then went to watch this show call "LOST"
trlalala.wait for my bf to called me.

Ring Ring Ring.... theres go the phone rings.
and yay,im happy^^v
wanting to hear his voice after the tiring day i had.
chit chat chit chat, giggles2 , oh smile to myself? haha.
i dunno. i keep smiling whenever i talk to my bby.
im a retard dont you think.haha.
but he is the one who never to make me laugh and smile everyday(:
ohhh i miss my boyfiee..grr
meet me soon bby and lets make love.^^v
heee..
i have to go and wash up and dress for work soon.
so jyeah.
i blog again whenever im free(:
hee..

bby i love you♥

2007-09-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

Oh for goodness sake,
im craving for oreo .
grr.

OREO,OREO,OREO !

2007-09-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

baby fcuked me under the stars (:

2007-09-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

"The stars could fade and die, but our love will always live on."

2007-09-26T00:57:00.000+08:00

yayness
i get to meet up with my boyfie(:
aww bby those kisses really melts me.
grr and nw imy fucken alots bby.
hee. aww you mean everything to me hunn.
i mean everything.
and bby ily so much.
you're simply perfect for me.
and i really dont want to loose you bby
cos you're the guy tt i ever wanted in a perfect bf.
and ily fucken much bby<3

2007-09-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go."

2007-09-24T00:52:00.000+08:00

today was pretty much fun.
it girls day out today.lol.
bt i really had fun with them(:
oh sarah, thanks for the cookies hunn.
i promise i treat u cookies when i get my paid(:
oh i miss my bby.
meet him less thn 15mins?
cos we were rushing for the bus.
and like grr..i miss him so much.
wanted to stop thm. bt one of thm get into the bus already.lol.
wednesday me meet okay bby.ily<3
oh and my bby call me mate sepet.
haha rofl.
cos i totally look diff for today.
tied up my hair,clip uh my fringe.
no thick eyeliners.
haha. i feel naked just nw when im outside.
haha.and sarah couldnt recognise me.lol
oh i have to wake up early tmrw.
starting my new job^^v
im gonna turn to sleep soon.
gdnight readers.
i'll continue blogging tmrw.
and bby.

saya bidadari kamu untuk selamanyer(:

2007-09-23T13:03:00.000+08:00

If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever. If you're asking if I will leave you, the answer is never. If you're asking what I value, the answer is you. If you asking if I love you, the answer is I DO."

2007-09-23T12:22:00.000+08:00

Oh im up in the morning.
and when woke up.
first thing tt came across my mind is you.
its been everyday and night i keep thinking of you.
you may thing im a retard cos.
everyday i keep listening to the song u sang.
and grr.tt song really melts me hunn.
you want to knw something.
for the whole of my entire life.
you're tt really perfect bf i ever had.
im telling u the truth.
cos i nvr met a guy like you.
you're tt really perfect guy i ever wanted.
and i cant afford to loose the perfect guy i own.
oh im sorry if i keep repeating the word perfect.
you're just simply PERFECT bby.
and i love you so much tt i cant describe a word to express hw i love you.
ive been scribbling your name all over my body bby.
i might be your weirdiest gf ever.lol.
bbyyy aww im really really madly in love with you<3

bby make my wishes come true.
i want to gaze with you under the stars and i'll make wish whr by i want to be yours forever and i mean it,forever bby.

2007-09-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

its been a long time i really didnt update my blog.
sorry readers.im a lazy fattards.haha.lol.
im dg pretty much okay.
everything was really back to normal.
and i miss my bby much.aww i love him fucken much.
and noone can separate us.ily bby.

oh bt smtg bad happen to my bby,maisara.
bby stop crying okay? im really sorry to hear abt what happen hunn.
bt u take everything slowly alright? and everyday and night i'll always pray tt you guys would be bck as you use to.you guys are the most sweetest couple i ever met.really.and you guys are so sweet.but i really dont expect this happen.i knw every relationshiop thrs always up and dwn hunn.take everything easy okay.and stop crying bby. and please dont hate yourself cos im still here to help u.and im always gonna be thr for you whenever u need me(:

ily maisara-

2007-09-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

'You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart
And I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky, I'll be there"

no matter what happen.
or how you look now.
i still be by your side bby.
and i will always love and car for you.
trust me bby.

i hope you get well soon.
ILY

2007-09-06T19:35:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes your closest friend is your greatest enemy."

2007-08-29T14:38:00.000+08:00

Hello readers(:

its 2.32PM now.
today was pretty okay and bored.
trlalala.
oh i pretty miss my bestie):
espcially.
sarah! rina and others.
gahaha.
gt to meet them up soon.
so here are some of my plan for today.
4.30pm- go meet maisara and do my stupid assignments.
ard 8pm or 9pm- off to go home.
ohoh.
because of sarah.
im addicted to cookies.
rofl.
haha.
she's fucking great and kind ohoh and sweet(:
aww..I Love Her so much.
hahaha.
gahh.
oh.im off to wash up and stuff.
i blog again when i reach home.

have a good day ahead readers(:

2007-08-27T12:58:00.000+08:00

Its Monday today.
and its 12.48pm

bored at sch thou i gt assignments to finish.
-_-"
oh im chewing on bubble gum(:
rofl.
im up to ntg.
just myspacing and listening to music.
oh yea.
i did saw tt fcuking faggs to day.
haha.
oh.
he gt new trend "larh sey"
bahhh-_-"
he did proclaim himself his cool.
but his nt.
well i gt no time to entertain faggs like you.
im nt bragging him.
bt its the fact.
he doesnt even knw his knowledge.
grr..
well lets not talk abt tt brat.

oh today.
i end school at 6pm.
bahh..fcuking late.
pftt.
well readers.
i blog bck again when i reach home(:
take care readers(:

2007-08-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

hey spammer.
im not an attention seeker.
bear tt in mind.
im nt like you.
whats wrong with im putting" i want to commit suicide"in my blog?
oh,anyway.
its none of your business.
why are you so worried abt tt?
dont worry its not gonna be published in newspaper.
haha.
you're such a dickhead.
attention seeker 24hrs.
trlalalala.
i dont even knw why you're spamming my friend blog.
oh,i knw.maybe you're just jealous.
tts why you keep writting rubbish.
come on dickhead.
stop spamming.
it doesnt worth anything by doing tt.
well im nt bragging this stuff.
nt me.
but you do.
so jerk.
go fcuk yourself(:
its priceless when you're spamming others ppl blog.
bahhh-_-"

2007-08-21T23:24:00.001+08:00

oh hello readers.
are my blog boring for you guys?
haha.
tell me(:
bahh.

it tuesday,aug 21.
pretty bored here.
oh im stuck with too many assignments in my head.
grr.
more and more assignments to do.
FCUK mr.brian(:
i hate him.
he like to force ppl to do work faster.
and and.
must have standard.
what does he think?
we're just first year student.
and he cant expect tt standard he want from us.
STUPID teacher SUCKS
BIG time.
no where to escape.
but to go through all the stressful time.
trlalala.

Left 3 day to friday
the big day.
actually nt a big day.
the day.
tt i will knw whether i'll be sentenced to any of the place.(no need to be mention)
im hoping tt the officer will release me frm the case.
pft.
another problems have been adding to my life.
because of this-
i nearly wanted to commit suicide.
and luckily,my bestie,maisara.
pull me.
if nt i wouldnt be here typing this shit.
might be one of the days will be my last day of living in this earth.
so guys.
if i were to be nt ard for a quite long time.
or havent been online for a few mthns or even years.
you knw what it means.

-im worth nothing living in this world.

2007-08-18T11:29:00.000+08:00

11.20am
saturday morning

its fucken raining heavily here.
my sis sounds asleep.
lol.
luckily i have rain to entertain me with his stupid jokes.
haha.
Mr.rain
LOL
oh fuck.
im bored here!
my dinasour didnt online.
grr..
i was fcuken nearly sick yesterday.
because i didnt eat a proper meal ystrday.
bahh-_-"
my stomach grundsomely pain.
my body was really restless ystrday.
this is what happen if i didnt eat.
haha.
pftt.
luckily i reach home thrs mee goreng(:
hehe.

ntg much to said.
i'll think i just end my talk here.
and continue the nxt time i post.
so take care readers.
and ily dinasour much<3

2007-08-05T12:44:00.000+08:00

It August 05 today.
and well did nothing much today.
had alot fun yesterday.
grr..how i wish i could mosh.
too bad i wear slippers.grr
and there was alot of crowds.
super fun yesterday.
and suprising.
mat rep also mosh?
wtf?
you're just stupid wannabe into hardcore scene you faggs!
and too much to say.
i hate wankers.
esp ystrday.
there was alot of them.
pftt.
those stupid faggs wankers only knows
silverstein,atreyu,alesana...
like balik2 lagu tu.
really pathethic.
and yesterday this stupid matrep open silverstein song.
come on laa..
you ppl only listen to regg/techno.
fuck you faggs.

and i think you're a CUNT(:

2007-07-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hello:)

today
i had fun with some of my friends at town.
like fucking kecoh haha.LOL
well, today i and yan hang out with
Fifi,Fir,Fai,Fad,Agus and some of those ppl, couldnt remember their name.
so kecoh.
first we met them at heeren tt side.
watch tapestry.
some of indies band perform..
trlalala
some of the song makes me falls asleep.haha.
but anyway there were cool(:
thn head toward far east eat ljs.
thn thn..go lepak for awhile outside fareast.
met oz,pai,su min and momok too.
after go paragon,toyr'us.
ahaha.
fucking crazy sia with them.haha.LOL
throw balls,use spiderman mask,play fighting with the fake foam sword.ahaha
:D
had fun with you guys today(:

ohoh.
and poor thing.
my baby handphone is stolen by some stupid faggots!
grrr..
aww,now i cant msg my baby anymore):
grr..hope tt there's a way to contact him easily.
grr..stupid faggs,stole my bby hp.urgh
pft.

and,i want to make this clear to the one who spam my friends tagboard.
stop you faggs!
find something iniative to do rather going ard my friends blog and spam.
imitate as me and spamming telling everyone tt im a bitch and my friend too.
because we're "NOT"
you stupid cunts!
go fucking lick your mom's pussy you faggots!

2007-07-24T18:00:00.001+08:00

"I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection. I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me."

2007-07-22T12:00:00.000+08:00

hello readers(:

umm.well today did nothing much.
im kinda tired
because one of my friend call me at 2+am in the morning
while im sleeping.grrr
then i have to like layan him till 3+
trlalalala..
thn today maybe im meeting my dinasour♥
awww..i love him so much
seriously
his my comel and i love him so much.
grrr..cant get over him.
trlalala.

yesterday.
i had fun!
ahaha.rina can go out(:
happy sey.haha.
suppose we should have session ystrday.
thn 2nd guitarist ader rewang luh.
thought of changing my band genre to metalcore to INDIE.
if we could play indie genre.
we could to perform local.
kn like gerek.lmao.

well i hope to have fun today with my comel dinasour(:
you guys takecare yaw!

i love you

2007-07-21T00:34:00.001+08:00

what if,what if i fall for you?
because i love you♥

2007-07-19T20:29:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!
to all readers and my friends which i have link.
There's someone been spamming my blog and yours too.
That person use my name to spam your tagboard.
So guys,believe for what that person call me a bitch
going around typing i myself a bitch.It so totally not me.
Its good if you guys change your link or something.
And i'll be changing my blog by adding you to type a password
so that you could view my blog. So that jerk couldnt spam yours and
my blog.

And to you jerk.
Dont think that i dont know its you who spamming all this.
Please stop once and for all.
because by doing this,you get nothing.
so dont waste your time spamming people blogs.
get a life will you?
dont act childish.
you're so not mature.

fuck you faggots(:

2007-07-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Well i really didnt mean to hurt your feelings.
i was really mad when u betray me.
but why?
give me a reason why must u betray me?
afterall this time i put my trust on you.
well im nt gonna brag this story anymore.
its up to you whether you want me bck as your friend.
as i'll forgive you.
but promise me
dont betray me anymore.
because i've always trusted you so much.
be there for you when you're sad or when you're in need of help.
i'll treasure for what u've did for me.

2007-07-15T12:53:00.000+08:00

trlalala.
go get a life scumbag!
why are u behaving so childish uh?
so theres no way you want to spam my blog.
trlalala..so dont waste your time spamming my blog.
you should rather go fuck your mother instead.
pftt.

2007-07-10T15:20:00.000+08:00

"Rip Off My Pic From.....
To The Person Who Think That im Talkin To You Now!!!!!
Stups!I Want You Rip Off
My Pic From Your Blog Or Whatever It Is!!!
Dat Fuckin Pic Is Showin Something Dat Is Fuckin Not True!!!!
And So Hope You Fuckin Read Tis!!!!
And FUCK OFF!!!! "

recognise your lines;scumbag?
haha.
come on.
pls dont waste your time posting bullentin like this
you're just seeking attention.
go fuck yourself.

and to you,bitch.
you've betray me.
i've trusted you so much.
and look.
i've found out tt u betray me.
why?
i'm losing trust on you.

no longer,u cant be trusted anymore.

Love is like MAGIC

2007-06-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

One look
One smile
One touch
One embrace
One kiss
One love
Two people
Two minds
Two souls
Two destinies
One road
One journey
One ending
Together.

I will always be there for you when you need me.
trust me.
i truly love you.
and i'll try my very best to help you go through
the problems you're facing with.
because i know
you need someone by your side
to guide you along.
and that someone will be me.
let me be yours forever-

2007-06-06T03:12:00.000+08:00

my sleeping pills are love by me<3

because i was born to tell you
i love you
and i am told to
do what i have to
to make you mine stay
with me tonight.

make me urs
and i make urs mine.
i'll never regret to have you in my life.
because i know.
you truly love me
with all your hearts.
i'll dose you with lots of love
and be mine sleeping pills forever-

2007-05-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

Thanks for everything my dear friend,syafiq

2007-05-28T10:41:00.000+08:00

2 more days-

left 2more days
and
you'll decide for who i am-
thou you told me not to have high hopes.
i get the feeling that you'll be treating me as your friend
only-
i know because the way you treat me these days
seems so wrong.
its not that im lazy to talk you.
im doing stuff
and im shock that my friend call you thou she wanted to call her friend.
i pass the phone back to her because i knew you were busy.
and IF i'll talk to you
nothing comes in mind what to talk.
and i taught u think that im disturbing you.
so thats why i wouldnt wanna disturb you.
dont get this wrong.
just because of this we're fighting?
come on.
stop behaving like small kids can?
you're old enough.

well i hope you could make your right decision-
and dont regret for what kind of decision you've made-

2007-05-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

Left 3 more days for you to decide for
whom am i to you.
i want you to make me yours forever.
but if not.
firstly-
im fcuking dissapointed and upset
secondly-
i might do stupid stuff again
thirdly-
cry is my usual routine.
fourthly-
i might not get close to you anymore
fifth-
i'll find a guy who could love me,take care of me as i knw,im gonna be their next victim.

this is all are for my good.
but i didnt expect u should left me.
what i expect from you.
is to be mine forever.
that is what im hoping for.

will my dream turn into
nightmare again? -

Dear sasha-
i know u've been waiting for him for some time.
do understand what he is facing now.
parents?
school?
relationship?
he might be stress over this.
just give him some time
to be prepare for a new relationship.
well its not wrong if you have feelings toward him.
who knows-
he might also have feelings towards you right?
so dont think TOO negative.
it will all effect your daily life-
think positive alright.
AND
dont do stupid stuff okay?
if you do,
i'll do much much deeper then you.
because i care about my friends.
hope you take everything smooth and easy alright?
you take care[:
hearts you so much pretty<3

makehimyour's property-

2007-05-25T05:38:00.000+08:00

Im confused.
confused for whom do you love.
is it me?
or her?
i know,your love towards me have been high and low.
same goes to me too
for sometimes.
thou my feelings toward you "high&low"
deep down inside my heart i still love you very much.
im sorry to hurt your feelings by
posting bullentin in a cruel way,
posting blogs in myspace.
and did stupid stuff.
i did this because i want to get your attentions.
as i dont want to loose you.
honestly.
for the rest of my attentire life.
you're the guy that really brights up my life.
you're the one that i know i could last long with.
you're just everything to me.
and thats why i really dont want to loose you.
i really need so badly.
as you know i'll be their next victim.
and im hoping i could be yours forever after that day.
which is on the 29th.
if not.
just my luck.
we can be friends but i'll be so damn awkward.
what to do-
its your decision and not mine.

just hoping that i could get back
you-

2007-04-13T15:26:00.000+08:00

TRUELOVE(:
~~strikes~~ me.
indeed you're my only one that i love.
thou i knew you better than my ex i had before.
what cames on my mind after i met and hang out with you.
i find you're that suitable guy for me.
but i went to the wrong guy.
and leads me to crying and sharing my probs with you.
honestly.
before since i stead with the guy.
i actually have feelings towards you.
but im afraid you might think im ****
well it took few months to get closer to you.
i mean
really closer.
as i have you right now by my side.
i feel more safer and yet comfortable.
wish we could last long.
and i promise you not to give you a false hope.
you're that everything i really need.
3 words to express myself to you.
I
LOVE
YOU<3

2007-03-30T04:05:00.000+08:00

Back being single(;
but.
what came cross my mind.
is that.
i love you.
do you too?

2007-03-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

Make me your razorblades.
i love you so much<3

2007-03-02T17:16:00.000+08:00

ourRELATIONDSHIPisOVER!
you'reGIVINGmeA
FALSEhope!
i'm hoping we could still continue our relationship for
2months.
but it didnt happen that way.
why for a sudden you ask for a break up?
pft.
i dont understand.
is it because you have someone better than me?
i know.you do have someone better than me right?
since the day we fight.
i feel something not right.
i was thinking to have a breakup with you.
but.i think twice before making my decision.
why not giving you another chance.
and now.you did this to me.
i'm so like a RAGDOLL!!!
one word to describe you.
you're USELESS guy!
indeed useless.
im nothing to you anymore.
i'm just a ragdoll.which have been used by you.

2007-02-27T22:42:00.000+08:00

HOTstuff

2007-02-24T08:53:00.000+08:00

today is FEB 24.hehe
ouh well guess what?!
i DYE MY HAIR!!!!
ahhhh!!!
haha.
it turn out to be NICE.
first.
i dye it BLEECH.
after 2 times.
dye it RED.
superDUPERLY fcuking fast the color turn out.
after shampoo and stuff.
it kinda fade a little bit.
PINKLISH.haha.
but turn out to be what i wanted.
just that.
the back part.
its too ~~STRIKING~~
reddish.
haha.
lets talk about today.
since im bored.hurhur.
well met up keemee later.
ermm..thn i dunno whats gonna happen after that.
everything going fine.
well i guess thats abt it.today.
gotta to rush to do something now.
take care readers=)

2007-02-21T15:36:00.000+08:00

you are my RAZORBLADE
you slit me.
and i BLEED
when it bleeds.
it hurts so much.
the deeper you slit.
the more pain im suffering.
the only CURE is
to
~~STITCH~~ it back.

2007-02-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

i LOVE you
i CARE for you
i HEART you
i ADORE you
i'll SACRIFICE anything for you,dear.
but please
PROMISE me.
not to TREAT me
like a
~~RAGDOLL~~
will you?
promise me just that.
dont just because of you.
i'll HURT myself.
if you want me to STOP
sliiting myself.
over and over again.
TREAT me well.
i really LOVE you.
im NOT lying.
i'm saying the TRUTH.
dear.
i LOVE you to the CORE<3

2007-02-18T15:19:00.000+08:00

life is per-normal outside.
but
inside.
it still hurts.

2007-02-16T14:05:00.001+08:00

it hurts me alot.
when i shouldnt get the blame for it.
oh well.
i guess you really dont care about me.
but i do.bare in mind.
i really care for you dear.
dont think of stupid stuff will you.
if you angry with me.
tell me what is it.
so we both could sort things out.
in a good way.
well you did said.
if we fight.
we try to settle it.am i correct to said that?
but wheres the promise?
you giving me false promises.not me.
dear.if you really have problems do tell me.
i'll try to help you ok.
ouh well. i'll promise you.
i'll take good care of you dear.
and i want you to be always with me=).
i dont want to loose you.
i really love you dear.

dont treat me like a
ragdoll.

2007-02-13T10:07:00.000+08:00

i know.
you dont love me anymore.
the way you
speak
behaviour.
it tells me something.
you dont care about me anymore do you?
am i right?
well.if you really dont like me.
let me go.
and i will not bother u anymore.
please.
i dont like this thing keep happening.
please...

2007-02-12T15:43:00.000+08:00

you lied.
you lie to me.

2007-02-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

you giving me a false hope.

2007-02-10T06:28:00.000+08:00

well today.
ermm.
i ended school at 11am.
kinda early.
i know that.
haha.
but on my way home.
taught of buying keemee valentines day gift.
so i drop by at vivo.
with my mum.
well we shop abt 3 hrs.
haha.
i bought for him this cocoa tree choc.
damn its cute.
and the price are also cute.
haha.
well the price is secret.
and also i bought for him
body shops perfume.
erm.the something berry perfume.
haha.
its smell good(=
bought the gift box and stuff.
i almost spend like $_ _
well guess it.
haha.
hmm..in 3 mins time.
im off to work(=
so my readers.
take care.
and too my dear.
keemee.
u too take care alright(=
toodles peeps!

2007-02-08T08:51:00.000+08:00

hello again.
im bck to blog.
haha.
well today.
we went for that stupid talk at dover.
all was a boredom!
until this oldman come and give us a talk.
everyone was awake!
haha.
he rescuse us at last.
haha.
after went bck to school.
im hungry.
so i went to canteen and ate my so call LUNCH
while keemee go home do his stuff.
so left me and mai.
i ate nasi briyani.
after that .i gt stomach ache.
well i taught its not gonna be serious ah
so i bought choc!
kit kat chunk
m&m
pillow biscuit or whatever the stuff is call
haha.
and its getting worse.
i feel like fainting on that SPOT.
haha.
so my face like fucking restless.
and keemee seems to be so concern
till he have to believe what maisarah said.
this is how it goes.
i went in to the toilet.
mai follow.
and she went outside.keemee was sitting .
and mai said.
mai: eh your girl fainted u knw in the toilet.
keemee: really?
(he panic)
i went out from the toilet.and saw him outside the toilet.
and he ask me
keemee: eh u ok or not?
me: err yea.
keemee: (still got that panic face)
at that time,i was like (huh?what happen)
i didnt knew that mai is pranking ard.
so i blurr.
keemee:eh u sure or not that u'r ok?
me: ah yaya.some sort.
haha.
well. keemee panic quite fast eh.haha
thanks for the concern dear.haha
well.i went bck home early today.because
keemee told the teacher whether i could take
an early off today since im sick.
yea and teacher agreed.
i actually dont wanna go home.
haha
i'm gonna be ok soon.
im ok now.
haha.
my dear dear keemee.
thanks for your concern=)
i love you dear.
till here i 'll end my story.

2007-02-07T11:59:00.000+08:00

Ouh guess what?
overall my
PREDICTION is right afterall.
haha.
cool.=)
haha.
ok.
REDITing*
hehe.
ok.
for sure my prediction is totally
RIGHT!
meet new friends.pft.
or shall i say.
new enemy.yea.
i guess i label it as ENEMY.cool=)
what a small world it is.errr.

well nothing much happen today.
i met up pai after sch.with his DRUMstick.
haha.
i dunno whr keemee and pai are heading to.
edit soon=)

2007-02-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

Rise and Shine((=
haha.
its 8.13am now.
and its tuesday.
im too early to wake up!
errr..
this is all mom faults.
SMS
Mom: Do you want roti prata?
(i didnt replymy pp8 is low,i could call her bt im lazy)
so i didnt call her.
but
she called me.
i didnt pick up.
so i when out from my bedroom.
and called her.
told her that i want 3 roti prata.
haha.
so im awake.
and i cnnt go bck to sleep.arghh!
nvm.
im bored and im here to blog.
well.
let predicts whats going to happen today.

TODAY
- i have to hand in my ASSignment.
- i have that stupid PIE lesson.
- someone's new going to try to talk to me.
- keemee going to disturb me.during PIE lessons.
- he always going to disturb me.
- and he going to say"you jgn nk step comel eh"
- haha!
- well i guess it will be a boredom day today.

well lets just see
whether
my prediction is right(=
well im off to eat
my ROTI PRATA!
haha.
cheers(=

2007-02-06T11:27:00.000+08:00

9 more days.
and im counting.
yes.
9 more days to
valentine's day.
and what a
conincindence.that
on 14th.
which valentines day.
we'll be celebrating our 1st month
anniversary.
aww.that is so cool.
haha.and touching=)
aww im so happy.hehe.
i cant wait to celebrate
valentines day with u dear.
hehe.
well.i havent bought anything yet for
valentines day.hurhur.
what shall i buy for him?
ermm.
something simple yet
elegant=))
so i'll be just waiting for this
day to come.
haha.
dear.i'll hope to stick with you
more than a month.
hope to last long with you=)
and yes.
i love you very2 much.
or shall i said.
"i love you till the core!"
hardcore?
haha.
ok whatever it is.
you'll be remember in my heart
everytimes.

2007-02-05T14:34:00.000+08:00

take the moments
to i say i love you.

im sorry for not updating my blog again.
hehe.
busy + lazy lately.
haha.
ok.well today.
im working.morning.
nothing much happen.
same old business that we're doing.
today.
is the last day of
sayuthi working.
and he wanted to treat us
makan=)
haha.at lau pa sat?
did i spell it correctly?
haha.nvm.
so i hope all the best to you sayut.=)

last friday.
had so much fun with press not coax band.
haha.thou sometimes its kinda bored.haha.
but still.u guys are great.
haha.thanks=)
hoping for the best for you guys
when u'r guys are performing.

keemee.i love you.
every minutes of it dear.

2007-02-01T11:18:00.000+08:00

im feeling so fuck up today!
because im sick.
damn it.
having a fever right now.
and
my NAFA test is tomorrow.
should i go?
or
shouldnt i not?
pft.
so sick so sick.arghh
eaten my medicine already.
and hope i'll get better soon.

for now.everythings going well.
assignment has begun
and i mean
the second assignment.
hmm..
as day by day passes by.
i dont think you love me anymore.
i know.
deep down inside you heart.
you still like kiki?
dont you?
well.im speechless when pai said that to me.
if you really like her.go ahead.
just leave me alone.

2007-01-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

i slit myself
because
i hate myself
for hurting you.
and i'm sorry.

its been a stressful day.
since this pass few days.
i'm sorry to slit myself.
but i'll suffer the pain that
i've been causing you all this while.
i'm totally hurt when i did that to you.
yes.im hurt.
i cry myself to sleep.
i cry whenever i remember what happen that day
it hurt so badly till i have to slit myself alot times.
i just have to bare that pain.
the pain that i have to bare with.
the pain that i've been causing u.
the pain that hurts you.
and honestly.
i'm really sorry.

and i promise not to hurt you again.
as i know how you react when u've been hurt.

i really don't wanna loose you.
as i know you could be by my side at all times.
as yes.i really love you.
i love you so badly.
as day by day passes by.
i'm always missing you.
missing you so badly.
and i don't want you to let me go.
i wanna be your that special one.
the one who will never give you a
false hope.
dear.
i love you so much
and i truly mean it.

2007-01-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

hello=)
ouhh..yessa finally i've finished my
assignment.
haha.
and i hear that.
MR.Daniel is giving another
assignment.
damn it.
pft.
his always keeping us busy at all times.
why?
for our own good of course.
haha.
i'm actually feeling kinda tired.
and while i was in the bus.
i manage to take a so call
SHORT nap.
and yeah.
from MACPHERSON to KAMPOUNG BAHRU
i'm awake.
luckily i didnt ~~overdose~~.
haha.
if i were to ~~overdose~~.
i'll be at bukit batok already.
ahaha
WESTMALL.
hahaha.
ok lame.
i knew it.hehe.
so i guess
i'm going to take a nap now.
i'll update again when im awake.
toodles=))

2007-01-24T14:42:00.000+08:00

HELLO.once again=)

yes i'm back blogging.
tired thou.
but still strong enough to type out something.
and yes my ASSignment finish already=)
pheww.
and today we suppose to present our sketch.
but MR DANIEL postpone it to
TOMORROW.
and yeah.we have one last exra day.
actually our dateline suppose to be today.
but poor thing.
some of us havent finish their sketch.
still struggling.

damn.
my stomach so so
BLOATED
after drinking that one BIGulp.
ahhh..
so today.
we did nothing much.
as i skip PIE lessons
hahaha!
because it was really boredom!
what the fuck is PIE man?!
haha.
stupid expressway lessons.
haha
we skipped class.
so we're just slacking.
then keemee wanted to buy some art materials.
so he took the same bus as me.
we miss the first bus,because we didn't signal early
haha
and we fight just because of that one small particular
MISTAKE
haha
how silly is that?
nevermind.
the fight doesn't last that long.
we get together in few mins.
so we ride the bus.
and tease each other.haha
silly.
reaching bugis soon.
came along this ska kids.
only two of them who just came bck from school.
how we know they are ska?
through the OLD SCHOOL JACKET that he took out.
after he just send it for alter.
the jacket sucks!
haha
seriously.
i hate ska jackets.
some sort of looks like skinhead stuff.
OI/rudeboy.
yuck.

haha.yes i hate it.
hmm.so thats about it.
i guess
haha.
because i'm tired already.
so till here readers=)
take care.
and
goodnite=)****

2007-01-23T14:16:00.000+08:00

stuff running throu my minds.

yes.
this day has been a
hactic day
for me.
as i got assignments to do
work to cope with.
and i did not come for work
for almost 3 days?
because i've been busy lately.
and thats not good reason to them.
so what.
school or work
is more important?
of course school right?.
hmm..i think my brain gonna hurts again
after this stuff going on throu my head.
dashing!
pft.

and tomorrow.
its time to present my sketch.
and i'm nervous.
and tense too.
first time i presenting my work
to my NEW classmates.
hope it will turn out OK tomorrow.
as keemee get into
NEW
COURSES
&
NEW
SCHOOL
i'm happy for him.
its just that.
you're like.
SILENT.
hey keemee dear.
mix around=)
and you'll get to know each other
BETTER
and yes.
you do have to start mixing around with others.
so keemee.
anything you'll do.
i pray for the best and for the good.

keemee.
as day by day past.
i felt happy and safe.
since i've been bustard by
junk peoples out there.
and here you are.
by my side.
and i love you each and everyday.
and i'll promise i will not break this love.
the love that we're holding on to.
and yes.
every word and phrase that i'm typing out here.
it true.
hope i will last longer than
your ex-girlfriend.
so yeah.
hoping for that.
and i end my story here.
take care=)
and
goodnight my readers.

2007-01-19T06:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO=)
i'm buzy lately.
i got to do my
ASSignment
DAMN
and the dateline is next
tuesday?
how am i going to cope with it?
pft.
im really
really
TIRED.
i got to cope with
STUDIES
WORK
and stuff
you know...
because this is how
life works for me.
this is the way to
SUCESS
yes i mean
SUCESS=)
SUCESS leads to the way i wanted to be
and yes.
i'm gonna prove myself that i'm not
WEAK
i'm strong=)
SUPERWOMAN!
haha
so i'm going to work soon.
and i miss my KEEMEE=(
haha.
i love you to the
CORE!
toodles my readers=)
and have a nice day=)

2007-01-17T15:55:00.000+08:00

HEY ok
it seems to be like
11.47pm now
and its time for me to go to bed
but i got assignments to do nowadays.
pft.
i'm tired and sleepy
so i'm gonna make it short today=)

today
someone disturb me in schools
as usual
i ~~HATE~~ you MAT REPS!
damn
u'r guys are such an
ASSHOLE
pft.
right now.
officially
i'm keemee properties
hehe=)
so glad i'm with him now
today he fetch me home
and went vivo for a while.
went VIVO because i needed to
~~PEE~~
haha silly
thn i felt hungry
so i go long john silver.and TAOPAO?
correct?
haha.
and he send me till the busstop
and waited for his bus.
bus came
and he said lets wait for another bus
waited.
bus came.
and he said,lets wait for another bus
waited.
and i count like hw many buses have passes.
abt 4 buses he misses
haha.
lame.
and i get to hug him=) yeah
haha.
and some smooch going on haha
i love to hug him alot.
i wish i could=)
hehe.
so
keemee
i love you dear=)
mwarcks!
140107<3 love him to the core=)

2007-01-15T12:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO
OK SO I'M BACK
BLOGGING AGAIN=)

yesterday i when jamming
with apit and friends
it was cool
and
NOISEY
haha
bt then i like it=)
awsome PENYU
playing the drum
you rock lah DUDE!=)haha
so that was ystrday.

TODAY
i went to work.
MORNING.
and keemee fetch me from work
awww..so touching=)
and yea
he wanted to buy sketchbook and colourpencil
for the test that he sitting tomorrow.
and so,i accompany him to BRAS BASAH
to bought the stuff that he needed for tomorrow.
haha the funny thing is that.
he wanted to finish that THICK sketchbook by tomorrow
in order he could show the interviewers his best drawing.
so i ask him.
"CAN YOU FINISH IT BY TOMORROW?"
haha
and he
silent.
.
silent.
and he said
i'll guess i don't wanna buy it
i just buy colourpencil will do
so at last he bought it.
ok.
send me till the busstop.
and i waited for his bus.
bus reaches.
he gave me a hug and kiss.
touching lah dear.
ahaha.
and dear.
i'll think
about the thingy u ask me that time.
i guess i'm agree=)
i DO!
haha.
(better tell him now..)
weehee.
and dear.
i love you so much.
the sweet and the bitterness of you
i loving it every seconds of it.
i slit myself
because i love you.
i know you're not showing any impression infront of me
because both of us are
SHY
and yeah
i am shy
shy
because i love you.
its been a long time
i never been into relationships.
so for now.
i'll guess you'll be my property.
and yes.
i love you
and i mean it.
dear...
you're the one that i need the most
love you to the CORE!

2007-01-13T04:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO=)
hey its been like almost 1 week i didn't update my
BLOG
i'm busy nowadays
with school stuff and work
new school?
yea
damn
people keep asking for my no.
but i rejected
haha
because
they are all
MAT-REPS
and you know i hate mat reps
and yeah,
i hope keemee get into my course
for sure
all the best keemee=)love you=)
haha
ok
well today nothing much
i ended school ard 9+
haha
i came at 8
damn its like u'r not going school
haha
but cool
love the school
and hate some ppl there
there this emo guy
i dunno what his name is
since i step into that school
he like to stare at me
what the
fuck did i do man?
pft.
yesterday i met syafiq=)
and thanks for sending me back home
aww..thats its so touching
hart euu many2 lah
haha
and i met keemee to ystrday
hey keemee
i'm really sorry if i did not
entertain u.
i'm sorry.
i know u dun wanna me to left u alone bt
this time
i'm really2 sorry dear
wish i could hang out with u nxt week
and after u left me at mrt,when we are going home that time
i had this feeling
the feeling that really hurts my heart
and this is the first time i felt this feeling as in
EMO
really i'm not kidding
and i'm really2 sorry to hurt u
but this time
i'll treat you my best
treat like noone else business
keemee
i'm sorry..

2007-01-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

~~BOO!~~
haha
guess what?
someone has a crush on me!
haha
cool=)
its started when we're chatting...

ME: EH I BORED UH
HAIDEE: YEAH ME TOO
ME: ENTERTAIN ME AH
HAIDEE: ENTERTAIN LIKE?
ME: YOU TALK LAH
HAIDEE: HAHA. OK TALK ABOUT WHAT?
ME: I DUNNO HAHA
HAIDEE: EMM...
HAIDEE: OK, HAVE YOU HAD A CRUSH RIGHT NOW?
ME: YEAH HAHA
HAIDEE: HOW MANY ?
ME: MANY! HAHAK
HAIDEE: WOAH HAHA
ME: HAHAK NO LAH ONLY 3
HAIDEE: OUH..
ME: HOW ABOUT YOU?
HAIDEE: ERM 2 FOR NOW
ME: OUH, WHO MIGHT BE THAT LUCKY GIRL? HEHE
HAIDEE: HMM..HAHA CANNOT TELL AH
HAIDEE: SHY AH
ME: HAHA, TELL AH
HAIDEE: OK ACTUALLY...
ME: ??
HAIDEE: ITS YOU
ME: PAUSE FOR A FEW SECONDS..SHOCKED HAHA
ME: SERIOUS
HAIDEE: HAHA YEAH, YOU'RE FUN TO TALK WITH AH
ME: OUH OUH OUH HAHA
HAIDEE: HEHE

then i ask him,
give me 10 good reasons why you like me
and he listed down
aww..touching lah..ahah
and i told him
i admire him too
nice to talk with=)
haha
and so and so
our conversation continue
he's chubby! haha
ok uh..overall
his ok to me
good man=) haha

so yeah..for you HAIDEE,
thanks for having a crush on me haha
ok lah i admit to myself that
i also like you
haha
you're the best dude!
mwarcks!
heart you alot lah dude!
take care=)

2007-01-04T12:27:00.000+08:00

Hello hello=)

i'm back to blog again.
haha
TODAY
as usual nothing much happen
as i work today
not much people
crowd happen when it peak hours
so yeah
today our new sir is here
he great!
i love him to the core man!
hahak

i'm glad hes there
haha
so tomorrow
i'll be going to ITE Macpherson
to register
and i'm confuse
i dunno what to bring?
haha
damn
hmm..
i'm actually tired haha
so guys
i got to go and have a sleep now
thou
its still early
jaja

take care=)

2007-01-03T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hello=)

today i think its getting worse
my foot hurts alot
~~DAMN~~
i 've been standing like more than
24 hours?
imagine that
24 hours as in total since
i work for the pass few days
like ~~SHIT~~
customers keep coming nowadays
but for tomorrow
i guess, not many customers
because school re-opens
and people started working already
so yeah
hope not much customers

hmm..
today
i saw this one handsome guy
HAHA
it happen when i wanted to refill the ice lemon tea
which was told by my manager
and so
i did i batch of ice tea
when came outside
i saw this guy
his is kinda fair skin
i knew he was malay
so i just walk back to kitchen
do some cleaning up
when i came back to base
i saw him with his girlfriend
awww..
haha
miss that chance
HAHA
but no worries
i'm lazy to have a relationship
but feel like to have one
hmmm..
i'm bored and i'm hurt now
hahak

i kinda miss some dudes out there
its been 4 days we didn't chat
hmm..and i miss that dude
with our funny conversation
that never make sense at all
~~JAJA~~
hahak
his the guy to be fun with
truly i have to say that
he makes you laugh
he makes you smiles
he make you laugh to yourself
eventhough its not funny
haha
but still
he's the best person to be with
thanks dude! you make me smile like an idiot=)
HAHAHA

ok i guess till here now
i'll better get some rest for now
tomorrow i'm working
so yeah
take care my readers
and happy school re-openING
for all the students outhere!
and
and
also
HAPPY WORKING!
haha

2007-01-02T14:03:00.001+08:00

hello
i'm DAMN fucking tiring today..
it was all because of yesterday
it was new year yesterday
and i had to work
1-1.30am
and i reach home about 3plus?
i have only that 5HOURS to sleep
because the next day which is today
i have to work morning.
damn i really can't take it lah!
right now
i'm gonna have a high fever for sure
my throat are pain
just because i talk all the way non-stop to customers
and my lips are getting damn dry and its cracking
so take care readers

2007-01-02T14:03:00.000+08:00

2006-12-31T15:21:00.000+08:00

MY PEEPS AT WORKPLACE
CALL ME

DAUGHTER OF

~~WILLY WONKA (the chocolate factory movie)~~

2006-12-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

Here i goes again
changing the looks of my blogs
this time, its the theme of

~~MUSIC TO MY EARS~~

plain white
everything is easy to read
i like the vector
its nice and cool

today i did nothing much
i work today and tomorrow
so yeah
it kinda alot of customers today
hope i'll not be doing cashier
its sucks for sure
haha
ouh yeah
tomorrow maybe faris is coming to my workplace
to just celebrate countdown
if not tomorrow we're going out
but then
i was working
thou i'm working i still can meet him
during closing?
haha
so yea hope to see you tomorrow faris

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HARI RAYA HAJI
in advance peeps!

takecare
goodnight my readers.

2006-12-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

Ok so its been like a few days i didn't update my BLOG.
because i'm lazy too update haha.
Theres an incident i should tell you peeps.
It happen on wednesday, when i was at workplace.
When we are doing closing, i have to top up MAYONAISE,
that is to be prepare by that night so that the next day.
Others can use it.
And so i top it up, its my second time i've top up MAYONAISE
When i top up the first bottle, it was ok.
Then the part, when i seal it.
I find it very hard to close it.

And then...

it SPLATTER on my face and my clothes.
Damn, its alot.
and katherine was beside me.LAUGHING.of course
and she called Sayuthi to help me out.
so he did.Thanks
Mam came over to check out what happen.
Shes get angry with me.
And start to talk rubbish.
SHIT*
just shut the fuck up.
she HATES me.
and i knew it.
So i went to clean up myself.
I smell MAYONAISE. crap*
And i continue topping up MAYONAISE.
and this time i get it right.

THEN....

closing time.so i went to the toilet,and wash up a little bit.
and still,
i smell MAYONAISE.
stinko me. HAHA
i msg faris and keemie.
when i reach home, i straight away go and have a shower.
Thou its 11+..still i have to go and take a shower because
i STINKS.
MAYONAISE girl
that was what faris call me.
FUNNY.

The next day...

i went to go for the interview at mcpherson.
we're lost at first. at last we reach our destination.
and so i seat for the test.
i was told to draw a fishtank,mobile or a shoe (draw exactly whr u sit at.)
and they give us a curvy line
we were told to enhance it using, shape, colour and stuff.
And i was slacking when i draw fishtank.haha
because my colour pencils sucks. last minute bought it.
and luckily i bring my sketchbook along.
pheww..the examiner was impress.
and she knew that, the type of drawings that i sketches just now,
she can tell that i mostly like to draw that kind of fashion design.
and yeap she correct! haha
its ok, i like cartoons too.so why not?
and the nest day, they call me.
and they say
i passed my test.
i'm not shocked.

So right now
i'm bored and sleepy
where are you?
i'm bored now

I'm working tomorrow and follow by the next day
it was new year and hari raya haji
good
i'm getting double pay again
or shall i say triple pay?
haha
so i will just countdown at work then
haha
bored.pft
sleepy
sleepy..

so readers, i post again next time.
when i'm not lazy enough to post
ahaha.

take care
and good night
readers!

2006-12-27T04:20:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

HOHOHO!!! HEHE

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO TOWN! HAHAK

TAKE CARE PEEPS=)

2006-12-25T12:12:00.000+08:00

Hey i'm back to blog again! thou i'm tired heehs.
So today i work, and guess where i work? my old
work places,you know.HAHA. It was damn tiring
today.Alot of customers keep coming in during peaks
hours!.Pft.Luckily i did base with RIN.The new cashier
was OKLAH.Preety slow,as in a little bit,bt still they just
trainees first like me when i step in.So guys keep it up!
Do your best!=) hahak.

Morning was kinda relaxing.Because not many customer
came in.So i had a chat with aisyah.Actually theres only
3 staff working including my manager.Thats sucks! Haha.
Ridhoi is handling with the cook side.Aisyah,base.Me cashier
lahh as usual hahak.Then came in the new trainees,RIN,Sayuthi.
Ouh yeah,talk about Sayuthi,he dye his hair.Quite nice thou he dye
whole head! hahak.Then came in katherine and zul follow by MAM.

And guess what? someone actually said my hair like willy Wonka! haha
the choc factory movie.HAHA!.There are just such an BIG FCUKIN
asshole!!!.So what do you think your hair is more nicer than me?
Ohhh pleaasee larr..don't be to proud of that.You guys just sucks the
way you do!

Just forget it,tomorrow i'm working mrning.pheww..luckily i didn't
work night shift,confirm a lot of customers siol! haha.So yea maybe after
work,i'll just me someone at esplanade and hang out.So today is christmas eve!
HAPPY CHRISTMAS DAY! EVERYONE! espcially to my teachers and my catholic
friends.I sooo gonna miss you guys so much! Heart you guys many2!!! hEhe

SO GOOD LUCKING NATION TO EVERYONE!
haha
TAKECARE=)
AND HAVE A GOOD DAY!

2006-12-24T04:00:00.000+08:00

Hello=)

today i went to bugis, to accompany my sister to bought
her new school bag. so yea i went with my mom. On the way
to bugis, i saw this group of EMO kids..woah damn theres alot of
them! and i saw someone who i knew hahak..he totally cool with the
hair. I dunno what kind of gig today have. So yea i follow my sis bought
the bag, and i ask her buy the haversack bag which emo kids use to wear.
ANd she bought it was at $25 after discount.

And i got my new hair! hahak and it cost $130 rebonding+cuts,it did turns out
well, bt too bad my frinch is straight and i can't get that emo looks haha.
Bt nevermind, i wouldn't care. hahak

Here's are some pictures of my new hair=) at the top=)

2006-12-21T03:13:00.000+08:00

hello=) i'm back to blog again

Last monday i get my N level results,
and as i expected, my maths will fail.
And yes, i did fail my maths. I'm ok
with it as long as i get the course that
i wanted for next year.Well since i speak
about courses, i have 4 choices already.

My 4 choices are:
>Digital animation
>Digital Media Design
-Interactive media
-Digital visual effects
>Product design

Among this 4 choices, i like product
design the most, but my dad told me that:

Dad: think twice before you make ur decision, its not easy if you took product design, you must have your brain works every 24hrs and come out with diff design. And after you graduate, if you work for a company and within either 1 month you didn't come any new design they'll confirm sack you for sure, so i guess you better take digital media design instead.

Me: (my brain hurts when comes to make a decision,every sentence he was saying just now running , dashing through my head) and i make my decision i'll think i take digital media design, anyway the stuff they're doing seems to be easy and i think i could stick to this course.

Dad: thats good, after you graduate, you will defitnely find a job EASY.

Me: and i was like"yeah yeah, lets just see"

Some of my friends took courses that
are like damn boring, and i guess the
course she taking, i guess she does not
have the interest to learn. So guys i'll
hope for the best for you guys and even
for myself.

I"M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS<33

2006-12-18T10:35:00.000+08:00

DOCTOR! DOCTOR!

2006-12-17T04:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO

I'm tired after the rewang ystraday at my aunty house.
And guess what? i just got my paid ystrday. It was
really a pathethic fool, to just listen to what she said.
First she told me to meet her at bukit merah and then
when i reach bukit merah she said, who told you to meet
me at bukit merah, i told you to meet me at queensway STUPID.
She is a jerk for sure!She sucks in a way she does! She an ASS!

I KILL HER MYSELF,IF I HAVE TO

2006-12-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

today it sucks!

because i didn't get my fucking salary.
if she doesn't wanna give me the money
just say it lar ass! kalo mak ko tkder duit
ckp! tk payah nk buang duit aku pergi
jumpe ko ambek gaji aku sial. ko mmg ah
ape benda yg tkmo2 step keje? sorry skit ah!
ko tk blg pn yg kte kne keje 1 minggu. lepas
tu nk salahkn aku pe! sundal nyer pompan!

2006-12-14T10:42:00.000+08:00

DAMN

my head hurts again! errhurhurr..whats is happening to me???
can anyone tell me? i think i'm suffering from migraine and stuff.
And just now, it was raining heavily at my workplace and gosh!
i actually saw the lightning striking! and it has this purple, pink,
white , yellow and blue color. And geese, luckily i never been strike
by the thunder pheww. HAHA. and when i wanted to walk up the
staircase i almost can't step the stairs!..it was hard for me to just
step up. I dunno was it happening to me now...

CAN

ANYONE

TELL

ME

WHATS

WRONG

WITH

ME ???

( can you?)

2006-12-13T14:23:00.000+08:00

Its 10.15pm now..

i'm just chatting with farisEMO. hahak
Giving him some riddles since he seems
bored..so yea..why shouldn't i.haha
He is fun to be with..and he ROCKS
my SOCKS man!! woohoo..si MOMOK
tu hahahak..

Tomorrow i'm working..so i hope
i'm gonna get my paid by tmrw.
I'm so really need that money.
So just hoping i'll get the money.
And yea..tomorrow is

THE
BATTLE
OF
THE
SEXES!!!

2006-12-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

hello i'm back to blog again:)

i gotta nothing much today at home.
just slacking all the way.
I felt slightly better today.
Tomorrow i got to wake early in the morning
at 6.55am, because i need to go to work.
I'm working with juliana tmrw as in work in an
office.COOL huh? haha nt really..its boring for
me to work in an office. Your brain wouldn't
work.

Today..my cat "bearbear" had an injured hand
or should i say leg?. It seems to be very hard
for him to walk as his was julking when he walks.
My mom gonna send him to the clinic soon.
Hope he's ok for sure..or he just want to get
our attention haha..cats do that sometimes
to get our attention.They like to play drama
haha. Funny wasn't it?..it is totally a ridiculous
thing to get our attention. I didn't know that
cats are a good actor. HAHA thats really get
my attentions.

So yea as i was saying today nothing much.
Thou i have to do lala's blog today. Guess
what? i can't get into her account to help
her to do her blog. I guess the password
might be wrong and stuff. Hmm..

ME: so hunneh, i'll try to create your blog
as soon as possible yea. I having a problem
to enter into your account. Don't know why.
So as soon as you online, i'll ask you again.
I thought of creating a NEW blog for you.
but still i'm having stupids problem
with the settings. HAHA. So hunneh
online soon yeap.

I just can't wait for the waterBOMB war!
with my cousins. They are just cheekys.
So its a battle of sexes time! let's see,
who's gonna wins! WAHAHA. hehe. And
also the sleepover, its so gonna be fun
for sure:) ouh yea. About the new work
that i got at skybar sentosa. I'll work on
next tuesdays onwards:). I just can't
wait to serve customers HAHA.

About the work at KFC, i actually MIA!!!
HAHA. I wanna join back, when i heard
theres this two MINAH working at KFC.
And right now theres alot of students joining
our KFC. I wonder why. For a sudden theres
alot of students keeps coming. But good for my
managers, since they did not have enough staff.
My managers actually call me back to work
again. But i know, if i were to come back and
start working. Mam Yusni is so gonna be angry,
i guess. And for sure i can't trust them to much,
they will say stuff behind our back, i dunno why
they like to gossips about me and linda. stupid ass!
hmmm..but i think i'm gonna work at sentonsa, or
just hang ard at home, boredom, nothing to do.

JUST LET ME DECIDE___x

2006-12-12T07:09:00.000+08:00

heLLo heLLo :) hahak

today i've design a couple name..

LALA n RYO___x

sweets couple...

hope you like the design hunnehLALA..

i'm off to LUNCH now

takecare__

2006-12-11T18:59:00.000+08:00

its 2.51am right now..

i just can't get myself to bed..hmm..
don't know why. just now i ate milo powder haha
that stuff for making drinks, and i ate it just like that:P
hey it does taste like miloNUGGETS haha..too sweet i like it:)
and yeah..i'm bored now..

i was thinking of changing my blogskins.
but what theme should i put?
hmm plain and simple?
lets just see how..
wait for the transformation that i'm gonna do
to my blog hehe. nite nite everyone!

~~GOODnight_____x~~

2006-12-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

my head hurts dude! having this stupid cram!..and my eyes hurts too:(

whats wrong with me?